Getting Hold

The last two days I have spent doing creative activities and no exercise -- my arm was really sore and I could not lift it -- so with a pillow propped under it I was able to crochet. Today I have said this is enough - I am going for a long walk with Beetle...

I have been drawn back into the Business Plan I am hating - I do not like the management of it - it is a dictatorship -- only her way and I do not work well in these situations - I always pull back and do not want to be involved... I only like working with people -- not for them... makes me realize I do not want to do any more of this type of work -- if I do anything after this it will be more with faculty and teaching and NOTHING to do with this particular institution - and an institution IT IS... they think going to talk to Aboriginals will change their behaviour - they need to change their culture and show they have changed first!! Oh well, guess I have to buck up and do exactly what they want and get it out of my life so I can move on to more positive things. I have to say I really enjoy being at the lake and the solitude and healthy lifestyle it brings... Getting back into work mode is not healthy for me as I have to work so hard at bringing balance and standing up for myself instead of getting pulled in yet again... and as Bob said when you are a consultant you have to say nothing and just do what they want - whether you agree with it or not..> NOT in this case... looking positively soon it will be over... YES over as I am only available the month of January and no longer.... trying to figure out how they can get someone else to do this piece....